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Date:
Saturday, February 06, 2010
Title: Waiting for you: Day 1 Today morning at 11. I open my eyes, finding myself staring at the white ceiling, lying on a pillow that was slightly wet. I struggled to get up just wanna check my phone thinking everything is just a dream. Today morning at 3, I can't sleep. I've insomnia. Many things ran through my mind. All beautiful things that makes one tears. I just couldn't sleep. Today morning at 5, I guess I fell asleep then. The sleep was bad. Its a real case of 24/7 all about you. I was like on cocaine, everything in the sleep was just like a dream. How I wish everything was really a beautiful ugly dream. Today afternoon at 12, I finally get myself on my feet. I can't eat, I've no mood for everything. Im telling myself that was a correct decision made but the very small percentage side of me tells me its not. Today afternoon at 1, present. I'm tired. I really teared. Promise thou shall keep for that I promise. |
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